I DON'T CARE IF YOU DON'T CARE

Stupid

...so loving you must be like suicide

I don't mind if you don't mind
I'm not the one that's going to die
I guess I just can't listen
to this one sided conversation again
`cause I don't care if I don't care
No one ever said that life is fair

Everybody loves a joke
But no one likes a fool

And you're always cracking the same old lines again
You're well rehearsed on every verse
And that was stated clear
But no one understands me verity
The center of attention
Got an honorable mention once again
Congratulations and salutations
You're a figment of your own imagination

And you fell victim to your own denial I don't mind if you don't mind If I’m wasting all my time

Sweet words that I want to give you

When we’re together I feel perfect
All that you say is sacred to me
Your eyes are so black,
I can’t look away
Oh you don’t have to ask me,
You know you’re all that I live for
You know I’d die just to hold you, stay with you
Somehow I’ll show you that you are my night sky
I’ve always been right behind you
I’ll always be right beside you
So many nights I’ve cried myself to sleep

I can’t sleep, I need to tell you... goodnight

Broken

I sense there's something wrong
That feels tragic
And though I'd like to stand by him
Can't shake this feeling that I have
The worst is just around the bend
Does he notice my feelings for him?
Will he see how much he means to me?
I think it's not to be
What will become of my dear friend?
Where will his actions lead us then?
Although I'd like to join the crowd
In their enthusiastic cloud
Try as I may, it doesn't last
And will we ever end up together?
No, I think not, it's never to become
‘Cause I am not the only one

HAPPY B-DAY FRANCES BEAN COBAIN (L)

I want to fly by your side

If I could dream forever,

I’ll prefer wake up in your eyes

It's time to live

Let's go flying together my dear

You wave my heartbeats

The illusion left me as the air when I’m with you, as a dream to wake up
But I still feel real love, only for you
You can be mine
But your silence
fills me with sorrows
If only you hear me, you will understand that I love you more than you could ever know
And I can’t hide it

WHAT I FEEL

I'm a victim of love. When there's too many heartaches and too many tears. It's cold and dark when I'm all alone through the shadows, where no light shines. I'm so lost without you. How could something so good hurt so bad. You're cold as ice, a stranger to me. What's it gonna take to change my destiny. Cause I don't wanna be your fool anymore

No I don't.

When I feel so lonely and I need you only. You always seem to come my way. You know I'm hurting. You know I try. You claimed me for a fool. Took me for a ride. Broken promises and a broken heart. If we pull together. They could tear us apart.

Here we go again

Okey, it isn't easy for me. I can't change the way i feel, but i can pretend. There is any chance, i know. But I'm free of feeling what I want. If you had could afford me, I would have been always there for you. But I can't understand why you look down on me. Love is the most beautiful feeling, and get it is lovely. I give my heart for you, but you don't welcome it. Now I'm looking for feeling better. I will never bother you again, but I want you to know I'm ready for follow you whenever, wherever, whatever.

Only that...