Here we go again

Okey, it isn't easy for me. I can't change the way i feel, but i can pretend. There is any chance, i know. But I'm free of feeling what I want. If you had could afford me, I would have been always there for you. But I can't understand why you look down on me. Love is the most beautiful feeling, and get it is lovely. I give my heart for you, but you don't welcome it. Now I'm looking for feeling better. I will never bother you again, but I want you to know I'm ready for follow you whenever, wherever, whatever.

Only that...